have you ever had a moment, heowever long, were all you want to do is sit down with a friend and talk but whenever you ask if anyone just wants to hang out they are ALWAYS to busy for you? all you want to do is talk if even for 5 minutes it would be helpful... just to get a few things off your chest, but everyone keeps pushing you off and eventually you just start to get pissed off at every single person you lay eyes on and you strt to say things to the people you care about that you thought you wouldnt say and everything just goes straight to hell until noone even whants to talk to you anymore....

every time one of my friends has had a problem ive done my best to help them out... i really have... he one time in my life when I want to sit down and talk every single person either disapears or tells me off.... sometimes i think the world is just stcked against me... but thats life isnt it...

happy b-day bluenotes, go to hell mother earth and to all a terrible, terrible death