How can I look into those eyes... and not fall in love...

I’m sure that I am completely gone . Yet  "???" still lingers in mine.  Can anyone offer me a cure? What do I do? They say there is a first time  for everything. This was my first time that I ever had my heart broken into million pieces. So, I sit "???" with those fragments and I gently whisper to them “it will be ok”. But I KNOW I will not be ok. I am broken and broken forever.  To make this long story short. After months of pondering, I was wrong. It was my fault. I have only self to blame. So now, lets lay this out. 

 I will be like this forever. I will go through my life and always think about ...

The sadist part of this is that I wish I could apologize and make up for "it".  However I know that will never happen. I no longer have pride I only have this void.  This is my new life.  My life will consist of a void, a painful memory and a restraint.  Thank you for making me into something so hideous.

Uploaded 06/05/2008
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