There are a lot of things in life everyone needs to learn. Growing up is just a time in life I had to learn extremely fast. I'm 21 and i have been growing up for more then 10 years, after hitting puburtity, it's been quite a learning experience. I am a married man, and father of a wonderful 13 month son. My wife is great, but I need to be great too, that's where growing up, even more is inportant.

         I'm just trying to find ways to easily grow up, faster then normally. I am proud of everything that has happened, but in a sense I would like to go back and tell myself TO do somethings differently. And I am ashamed of some of the things I have done in the past, but the past is the past and i can't change it. That's why I can only look forward to where it's going, and support my wife, and be a great father to the son I love so damn much.

        And I want more kids. But I don't need more wives, nor do I want more. I love my wife.


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Mr. Sean Lord