How can I look into those eyes... and not fall in love...
I’m sure that I am completely gone . Yet "???" still lingers in mine. Can anyone offer me a cure? What do I do? They say there is a first time for everything. This was my first time that I ever had my heart broken into million pieces. So, I sit "???" with those fragments and I gently whisper to them “it will be ok”. But I KNOW I will not be ok. I am broken and broken forever. To make this long story short. After months of pondering, I was wrong. It was my fault. I have only self to blame. So now, lets lay this out.
I will be like this forever. I will go through my life and always think about ...
The sadist part of this is that I wish I could apologize and make up for "it". However I know that will never happen. I no longer have pride I only have this void. This is my new life. My life will consist of a void, a painful memory and a restraint. Thank you for making me into something so hideous.