i wish they wouldn't but they do.

i dont know my family anymore.

i dont know my wife anymore.

all i know is that im not sure i can do all of this anymore.

i was the only one at his funeral..... not even our mother was there..... WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?!?!

i know he wasnt perfect, but goddamn he at least deserved to have his family at his fucking funeral.

ive been crying because my only brother died, and all my wife does is tell me to stop being a pansy and man up.

i know what some of you will say, im just looking for sympathy, and the truth is, i am, and if you dont like that go fuck yourself.

im snugglymuffins and..... fuck i dont know