Life is hard lately.  Honestly has anyone noticed?  I just dont feel like myself.  It all started for me about two months ago.  The company I work for decided to do a round of lay offs.  Global recession, (Blah, Blah, Blah.)  I will admit we have had a noticeable slow down at work but not to the extent, to let three guys go.  Lucky me, all three guys worked directly under me.  Insert gay joke here!  What the fuck, for real. Now Im doing the work of four people.  I cant keep up, and all I here about is how hard done by the company is.  We did 1.5 million in sales so far this month.  We did 1.9 million for the whole month of May last year.  Sounds terrible, Doesnt it?

So that brings me to home.  Im so tired and cranky when I finally do get home.  (Hour, hour and a half later then I used to.)  That I snap at my wife.  I snap at my daughter.  Its not fair to them, they are awesome.  They are truly happy to see me when I come home.  An hour later when we put Grace to bed, I immediately go to the fridge and grab my first beer of the night.  I dont stop till the thoughts of bill collectors and work the next day are numbed enough in my head that I actually fall asleep.

I dont know?   I feel like its the world, not just me?  Good night everyone.  Today wasn't all that bad of a day.  A Holiday here in Canada.  Tomorrow, I have to wake up with a hang over and go back to my shitty job.  My shitty life.

Wish me Luck!

Tom