Today I ate lunch with the other woman.  She is as beautiful as I remember.  I love to see her smile.  He birthday was earlier this month.  I picked up a card for her and a small gift.  I gave it to her.  She loved it.

  We talked and talked.  I love the sultry sound of her voice.  My wife's voice is grating on my nerves.  I felt really good with her.  I don't feel good when I'm with the wife.  I know that if I tell my wife about the other woman, she'll leave with the kids.  I know that I'll never see my kids again.  I think I might be screwed here.  I'm really attracted to this other woman.  I love my kids, but don't like my wife.