It's Raining Right Now

"the rain i love and hurt "
Terror and fear
Lurking through their dark brown eyes
Horror patronizing soul
Of death's strong grip hold

I watch the ducklings
Mourning over their loss of one
Completely sessile in the rain
Through their deep agonizing pain.

Realizing here
How much I meant to the world
After grueling months of believing
My life was meaningless, deceiving

I asked myself
If I died on that lonely day
Would the world cry too?
Something I never imagined they would do