it sucks. sitting around all day wondering how long and how you are going to get tortured. satans in your head lying to you constantly. you go on ebaumsworld for some reason you don't know why, maybe to have some social connection, only for the users to constantly taunt the fact they are going to make you eat their shit and torture you. having to become sin... fuck that shit. they say i choose to go to hell but that means my alternative choices must suck REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLY bad so f that too.  you are occasionally frequented by an ear ache that kills by means of mind control induced torture. the evil people can hear all your thoughts and your personality is controlled. you were made to believe in false things and still do, and your mood is altered to suck, so that you upset the most dangerous people. thanks god. i don't like you god. i don't think many people on earth should like you. HAIL SATAN. this planet sucks. this website fucking sucks. this website has gone from losers in their parents basements being stupid and harmless to demons in god knows what ungodly places taunting to rape and fecal feed me. this site was once relatively harmless trolling but now if i troll back I'll get SERIOUSLY HARMED. just got to embrace being a captive and be respectful to my captors. HAIL SATAN. maybe i should be more respectful to god cuz he will destroy me for not liking him but i don't even know who god is and who it is i don't like other than that hes supposed to be good. is your name YAHWEH? are you supposed to be good and loving? 

having to become all sin???? are you fucking kidding me? for thousands of years??? ya yahweh way to treat your best souldier or whatever the fuck i am. it gets worse surely. how i just have to wait and see. WHY DONT YOU JUST TELL ME WHATS GOING ON GOD I EXPECT THE WORST ALREADY YOU CAN NUMB ME TO THE TRUTH LIKE YOU CAN HIDE ME FROM THE TRUTH. did i talk to god in that hospital? apparently not. thats not good. tortured in life for a long time. tortured in hell for a long time. tortured in a supernatural experience for a long time. AND I CHOOSE TO WHAT KINDA IDIOT CHOOSES THAT SHIT WHAT ARE MY FUCKING ALTERNATIVES. and hell is the worst type of pain? at the intensity of trillions times fire? am i the most good or most evil soul or just some random schlub? so many questions no one will answer. hail Satan.