Nobodys hero, nobodys fool.
Weird title for what I'm about to write, but I really couldn't think of anything clever right now since I have a cold.
I haven't been on much I just started a new job recently, and I was just promoted and got a raise so thats pretty cool.
I'm mostly writing because I finally met someone which embodys everything I can't stand in people. Worst yet she has a weird sense of trying to prove herself to everyone, like what other people say really matters. I can't really put my finger on it, but the moment I saw her, I knew I would hold her in complete contempt. Which is pretty weird for me since I give almost everyone a shot to be a pal.
Anyways, what set me off was how the first thing she said to me was about how she only fucks black guys, and how shes a single mother with a deadbeat dad, the whole cry me a river story about how shes addicted to drugs, nobody understands her, and how much she likes to fuck. This my friends completely disgusts me, not the whole she likes black guys, but the self pitying and need for attention. Shes worked for this company for quite awhile now, and in the amount of time I've been there it took her half a year to be considered for a new position, and a full year still to get a raise. And I did it all in two weeks, I'm proud of what I've done, but I didn't go around telling people how hard it was, or all the work I had to do to get there. I can tell you all because I'm sure some of you had to bust your asses to get where you are now too.
I guess what I hate most is how people in general just throw up these cliche excuses for not getting to be where they want to be, or being who they want to be. I showed up, did my job, or my breaks I'd go study to get certified in other parts of this store, after that I'd go talk to managers, and other employees to see what I had to do, in order to get what I wanted. And then some saggy chinned bitch dared to tell me how she had such a hard life and how shes never got an even break. Fuck that. If people would take half the time they spend pitying themselves and put it to something constructive then they'd have nothing to complain about, and they would know fully well how full of shit they really are.
I just had to get this off my chest, nobody except my girlfriend understands what I mean when I talk about working for what you get, everyone else feels like they're entitled to the world wrapped up in a nice little bow. It pisses me off, that these morons actually believe the shit they say too.