Part one on: http://www.ebaumsworld.com/user/blog/TheNaxx/view=80775751

First of, apologies for the period between part one and two, my hard drive got fried.

The investigation was very difficult to do. When i asked people if they wanted to participate (no budget to pay them), they would freak out, looking at me as if i wanted to do brain surgery on them. "I have to be in a totally dark float tank for an hour? Oooh , sorry, I have to, uhmm, knit some socks, I cant". Support from the academics wasnt easy either, "who are you and why do you want to do this? Why not a regular, bibliographical, all the same as always thesis?". All of th ... Read more ...

In my last year in college (yeah, deal with it) i didnt know what to do about my thesis. Thoughts swarmed in my head, nothing i liked very much, and trust me, you do want to fucking love what is going to take one entire year of your life n' money. One day, i was playing pool with a friend, while we smoked and talked about movies. I remembered an old scifi movie that i watched when i was a kid called "Altered States". Basically, its about a scientist that does research on balltrippin mexican shaman mushrooms, who "finds" a tool for the exploration of the mind, a float tank.

(float tanks are filled with one foot of a solution made out of water and epson salt, this makes you float like a cork. The conditions are of total reduction of environmental stimulation: no sound, no light, no sense of touch due to the warmness of the water, that is the same as the skin temperature. It has appeared in the simpsons and house)

....so, this guy finds a super shroom somewhere in mexico, and takes a sample back ... Read more ...

Some historic moments that due to their aberrant contents are now stuck in my subconscious:

-    1988: walking in my parents room, and catching them having hardcore sex, doggie style.

-    1993: my big sister listening to Ace of Base very loudly, over and over again, every day, for 2 months. My room was right next to hers, and my stereo wasnt as loud as hers. She allways won the sound battles with "i saw the sign"....arrgh!.

-    1998: waiting 1 hour for my high school girlfriend to get out of the bathroom with a pregnancy test, which came positive!.. It failed, thank god.

-    1999: mixing mescaline and booze at a stale college party;speakers playing men without hats "safety dance" as background music over and over again.

-    2001: getting drunk on cheap warm whisky mixed with diet pepsi, no ice, at 5 am.

-    2006-2009: watching "queen bunny", "pickle surprise" and most recently "its a candy bra!!!" among others, here on ebw.

There are lots more, but that ... Read more ...

She does mind, she does mind, she does mind.. cocaine.

She does mind when i leave her, she calls me back. I insist, im with jane now, back off, i could still be with both, but i dont want to. She knows i love her, she looks straight at me when she's being used by some other guy, just sitting in the table, looking at me, with her bright pale skin, and crystal eyes. "you know you want me". sure i do, but jane hangs in my pocket, blinks at me, "give me some fire baby". ok maam, ah.

I still think about my old white goddess, sometimes. My nose starts to tingle, my throat tightens, my teeth get stuck together. But jane...she's right there for me. I love jane. Still, i miss my other true love. "forget her", says Al, "she's just trouble, remember that time it almost got you to jail". yeah right, i also remember that Al was the one that introduced me to her in the first place, and every time I hang out with him and get dizzy, he tells me "hope she was around" before he makes me sick. asshole. ... Read more ...

Pedestrians beware.

If i had a car that i would not mind crashing, i would turn my self into a road rage prick. Whenever that damn cab cut me off again, ill just crash him out of the road. The old lady going at 10 mph in the fast lane, i would bump her from behind (...), i would give her a small push, just stick my car into hers, and push it untill it got to 60 mph, and when she starts to panic, ill overtake her and salute her as i pass by. "no need to thank me maam, just doing this road and the world some service" =)

Aah, the rich bitch on her huge fucking truck or the jerk on the sports car, allways on their cell, driving slow, driving badly..ill just crash them in the drivers side, shouting "hung your fucking cell phone, jerk! youre going to kill someone bitch!". This same rich women on their huge cars with huge insurance, theyb dont care if they crash, on a small parking lot, they will just throw their trucks at you, they are menace, just as that half blind senior citizen that somehow ren ... Read more ...