I just really need to vent. Sorry if some of this doesn't make much sense to any of you and how fucking long it is.

Work is driving me absolutely crazy. It's not the stupid customers, not the lack of days, but it's the employees as well as the store manager. A while back I wrote about how I collapsed at work and they've been trying to figure out what's wrong with me. For months now I'll get extreme dizzy spells, start vomiting randomly, and killer headaches.

After Rosa (store manager) yelling at me for leaving the store unintended (the ambulance came to pick me up and my assistant manager was just coming in), which is totally inconsiderate of her, she started telling the other employees that she's only going to work me two days a week instead of four (I still am, but that's because we closed up nights after this happened and everyone lost hours). The news spread like wildfire because of her. I'm surprised it wasn't on fucking CNN. Rose told people that I was taking pills (I took 4 motrins in ... Read more ...

A lot has been going on since the last time I wrote.

1.) I moved into a house that's RIGHT behind my work (just about everyone knows, I work at a little shitty gas station). It's depressing. I don't even need a porch light in the backyard til 11:00pm with the blinding lights.

2.) While just starting to move, I was at work one day and I collapsed. Talk about embarrassing. An ambulance came to pick me up a half hour before my shift was up. My boss was really inconsiderate about it too. I was obviously scared that the fact it came out of nowhere and I couldn't get back up. All she could say was "YOU SHOULDN'T LEAVE THE STORE UNATTENDED!!" Bitch. So I called up the DM and told him I wanted a meeting between me, her, and him. Things got straightened out right away. I bitched how I was sick of all the gossiping at work too (people were saying that I was drinking, others were saying I took pills, others were saying that I have a eating disorder, others were saying I have lukemia...). Thankfully the ... Read more ...

Thanks to everyone for their birthday wishes. I had one hell of a time over the weekend, even though I don't remember most of it. I must have drank for everyone I know.

When it came Sunday, I felt a bit hungover. As I'm getting ready for work, I ended up getting sick several times. But I've dealt with this several times, so I just did my thing and left for work. I had to be there by 12:45 and got there about a half hour early. I stood around, trying to act normal. As the girl that I was relieving was about to leave, I felt dizzy, nauseated, shaky, and hot all at the same time. I went into the bathroom for a while and laid on that disgusting floor because it was cold. I have no idea how long I was in there but it must have been a while.

When I got out, the assistant manager called the store manager to tell her what happened and asked if it was all right if we could call someone else in.

The worst part about this? This has happened to me in the past a few times before. And drinking wasn' ... Read more ...

That's right. That time of year again so I expect lots of gifts from you guys.

The fair in town is this weekend which is pretty lame, but there's a beer tent. I plan on being there for the next couple of days and not remembering a damn thing. But that's usually the case on nonimportant days anyways.

Birthdays are so overrated.

Okay andrearose92...you made me want to officially blow my brains out after reading what I just did AFTER that ridiculous survey you posted prior to that. But before I end up doing that, I needed to respond to what you wrote.

I hardly think that random guys will add you via Myspace/Facebook because they want to "date" you. You're an idiot if you really believed that.

So then you COMPLAIN about it, yet you post a survey about a week or so ago about random (and fucking creepy) facts about yourself on EBAUMSWORLD. So after you write about how you like to be knocked up and talk about your imaginary friends, don't be a fucking retard and write how other people are psychotic and are sex fiends.

Oh, and Twilight sucks.