As life continues on you learn more and more that people are trash. It is just amazing even long term friends of many years screw you over. What is the point of making friends and trying to be happy and keep people in your life if they screw you over. Sometimes I wonder what the point of dealing with them at all is.
I play games online and I do all kind of other hobbies. I really enjoy anime and Jpop. I even made my anime list that is where I realized the less I deal with people the happier I am. In past 5 years I have watched 67 days or 1600 hours of anime (low estimate). I honestly have not been happier. I play useless games and read lots of different useless articles.
As I deal with people less and less I find myself happier. I know that should be wrong to feel that way I just can not bring myself to deal with assholes anymore. My tolerance for stupidity maxed out already. I wonder why people try so hard to force you to deal with people when there is nothing of value in them. How many times does someone have to get fucked in the ass before they had enough? That is what dealing with people is like getting fucked in the ass.
Sorry for rant just learning as I age that my ability to deal with motherfuckers is gone. Once I find myself a stupid whore to make my own my life will be complete. That is the only thing I remotely miss at times. I even want for that less and less because it is so much of a hassle.
I may be around more for those that remember me and enjoy my sense of humor. Any whores that want to throw panties at me let me know. I will answer your requests in order they are received.