so like a week ago i was in a deep depression cuz that's just what fuckin happens to me. Right now I'm happy as a.........well I'm just really fuckin happy cuz that's what fuckin happens to me. up and down up and down up and down. emotional seesaw anyone? I'm not taking any drugs for it though, no sir. that shit is just for the pharmaceutical companies to get your money, make you sicker with thier drugs, and then get more money from you to counteract the side effects of the first drug you took. and so on and so on and so on until you're so drugged up you can't tell what you were taking the first drug for and then you die from the side effects of all the drugs put together. why oh why would an ANTI-DEPRESSANT make you want to commit suicide?!?!? makes no fuckin sense! and why does everything have a side effect that ends with your asshole? does the lip balm i use for a cold sore have to make me have anal leakage?!?!?!?

i forgot where i was going with this one so i'm just gonna end it right there.