Yeah...I have a problem that eats me up inside every single day...I can't mention what it is because it is something very shamefull...I don't know how to express my feelings about it...but God just fogive me this time...and I will try my hardest for it to never happen again. 

Time and time again I fall and I fail just for one thing that just eats my mind away and eats my heart away to where it becomes my desire....its like if a smoker is trying to quit smoking and has to use patches...there are no patches for this...only heart ache and dissapointment...I don't know what to do about it...

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