I THINK IM AN ADDICT!!!.which means i cant control myself...I want to fucking stop but I can not! its ruining my life. I tell myself "this is the last time" but thengo and FUKIN i do it again and Im haveing a mental breakdown. I don't know who to talk to .. and Im just going crazy! My mind is spiinging!! i want to do it 24/7 ... im sad . deppressed. and i feel alone. I REALLY REALLY NEED HELP!! fFUCK !