its not even noon yet and i feel like its 9pm and im tired as shit. its been so fucking hot these past few days, i dont even know how i survived it without a/c. All ive got are 2 small fans and since theyre on 24/7, they constantly get clogged in cat hair. I have to clean them up almost every week, otherwise the stupid fan wont make a difference.

I take 2 or 3 showers a day and i still feel salty and stinky.

I drink more water than a camel and im always thirsty for more.

I wanna fuck my boyfriend and i cant find the strenght

summer is fucking bullshit.

People who come talk to me on meebo or leaving me emails about how they thought i was taking a break are pissing me off right now. I havent uplaoded anything in nearly a month, ive unchecked all my subscriptions and stopped watching videos and galleries. I come here 15 minutes a day and people come up to me asking why im not on my supposedly break from the site. Im barely ever there. leave me alone!

And to that little prick whos complaining about me not liking his blogs. FUCK YOU! write something good and ill change my opinion on you, not before. If you dont want to hear what we think, dont read the comments. this isnt fucking kindergarten where everyone had to say only nice things so they can get a gold star on the wall with their name on it. If you wanna whine, go tell your mommy.

Id like to finish on a positive note saying thank you to the big bad for coming back and writing more like i asked (finally dude) and thanks to bohank for always being so smart and outspoken. you guys are both inspirations.