I really don't know why I got married, I really don't. Had I known that my life would be like this, I would have passed on proposing to my wife. We don't have sex anymore, and that is due large in part to the fact that we have a little one running around now. And on that note, I really wish I would have out more thought into having a kid. I'm not ready for the responsibility, and quite frankly, I'm not really interested. I make my wife get up with him at night, feed him and change all the diapers. I'm just not cut out for it. The kid cries when I hold him anyways, so that is a clear cut sign that he doesn't like me, so everyone wins. Now back to the sex, or lack thereof. I've tried my hardest to get my wife to have sex with me, but there is always an excuse. "I have a headache", or "the baby is awake", or "I'm sore from spending 2 hours at the grocery store buying food for our son". Shit like that. I've tried everything to get her in the mood. I put on porn. I lay on the bed naked after we get in a fight about something. I even just rub my tip along her lips as she sleeps, hoping, just hoping that I can ignite a spark. But no go. So, I've turned my interests elsewhere. There is a girl here at work who has caught my eye. We both flirt we each other, and we are totally into one another. I've hinted several times that I have a credit card in my wallet that my wife doesn't know about, and we could hit up a hotel room after work one day. She seems to be down for that. She is really hot, and I'm not ashamed to say that she is better looking than my wife. I think I could milk this one for all it's worth. When I am done with her, I may just tap the girl down the hall too. But I have to keep it on the DL, because people here like to talk. But man, I sure would like to get lost in that booty. Anyways, I am done ranting. I'm thinking of hitting up the stripclub tonight, which should be fun. My son is 13 weeks old today and everybody will be taking pictures of him and stuff like that, so no one will even notice I'm not there.