I remember having a crush on one of my male class mates when i was just six, his name was Frederico, he was a cute kid from Brazil. I gave him the nickname Rio and constantly imagined him dressed in a Mardi Gras costume with the feathers. I imagined him using the feathers to tickle my private bits. It was beyond closeness, i used to go around telling everyone that one day i would marry him. We never did marry, unfortunately. Another time i was probably 12-14yo, and had a friend who lived around the corner from my house. We would often go and play basketball and i remember enjoying the physical contact. I would often use my buttocks to jostle for position when rebounding or shooting and wishing he would grab my ass. Another thing i remember was having a fascination with my elder brothers jockstrap, I was thrilled and excited to see it, i would often smell it and would try it on when he wasn't home. Sometimes i would even masturbate while wearing it. I also remember reading the Sears catalog and pretending i was looking at fashion when secretly i would masturbate over the men's underwear pages. I feel wonderful being able to express these stories with you and hope it opens your closet door even if only a little. Feel free to use the comments section to discuss your first moments of feeling the amazing sensation of Faggotry.
Your friend and/or lover, Gayloni.