I have recently realized how special I am and how much power I've had that I've never used and taken advantage of. I've always had the ability to control the weather that was super easy but now I've discovered I can see into the future.
I wish you guys could feel like I feel right now, I have a strong sense of anticipation and excitement about my future. I'm in complete control of how my life turns out and I can direct it to any means I desire. I can have anything I want. I'm so blessed to have this experience, a whole lifetime, full of being a physical creator.

the trick is to realize that what you THINK you want is different from what you really want. For example, this whole paragraph was not meant to be here. I posted this blog and it was about 700 words long and the site only posted the first 150-200 words.. basically I typed all that shit for nothing. but you know what? thats what I wanted to happen because it taught me a good lesson that sometimes you don't always get things how you think you want to get them. and then you realize it must be better this way