So another day is here, will it be different from yesterday? who knows. I really do not have a life, every day is the same old shit and I doubt it will get any different. I just feel like I have so much to offer, I think I am a great person to be around and I think I am hilarious, well people have told me that I am hilarious. I think I am just having a moment of clarity. I know I will probably be abused to shit when I post this, I don't really care, just words on a computer screen ( I am not about to go hang myself, not in any of your dreams ) I just thought I would write down my feelings for today and hope my mood lifts and I can see some way out of this worm hole. x