so today i feel different then i have...

im still confused and i dont know what i truly want any more...

i love him.... but, then again i dont....

i am married to him and i want it to work out but i just dont know any more really...

he used to be so good to me but now he hurts my feelings and makes me feel like he is selfish...

im still thinking of leaving him but i wont i gotta hold onto it....

if not for me then for my son!

he is more important then me....