So this blog I have been wanting to write for a very long time. I don't know how to deal with it and am in a very difficult situation.

About 3 years ago I met a guy on a chat forum and instantly we became friends, we spoke everyday for nearly 2 years and I knew I was falling for him. I told him and he stopped speaking to me for about a month because he didn't want me to get hurt. In this time I told myself it was for the best and got back on the dating scene.

I met a guy ( who I am still with now ) and was very happy but deep down inside I really missed the other guy. He started speaking to me again, and told me he loved me back. I was gutted beyond anything because it was too late, we tried to remain friends but he got so jealous all the time we just ended up arguing.

It's now been nearly a year since we last spoke and I have tried emailing, calling even writing to him ( We did meet ) and he still has not spoken to me. I know it's been a long time but I still can't get over this friendship. He was such a big part of my life and I can't forget no matter how hard I try.

Do I try and forget this or shall i still continue to try and talk to him.